Bishwanath Ghosh has a fabulous post on the pain of letting go of one’s audio cassette collection. For anyone who had lived through the era of cassette tapes, a sense of nostalgia is inescapable. Ghosh ends his post with a Parthian shot:

Music, in short, was sweat and blood: you had to earn it and work hard to preserve it. But technology intervened one fine morning. Today, even an 8GB pen drive or iPod can hold more music than you would ever want to listen to in your lifetime. But what do you do with the collection of cassettes you’ve painstakingly built over the years? Give them away? Doesn’t that amount to giving away a chunk of your childhood or youth?

Too often, discussions on the topic tend to focus rather narrowly on the benefits of technology or how people tend to idealize their not-so-ideal past. I do not deny either of those themes. But it seems to me that this newfound abundance has made us poor and insensitive to the finer aspects of life. As Bishwanath points out, the “sweat and blood” are taken out of the equation, and I fear the “soul” follows suit.

When I was a kid, we used to get songs recorded on tape from a neighborhood music shop. This process was a project in its own right. We had a notebook in the household that we could enter song names into. Once the list reached 12 songs, a shiny new Sony audio cassette was unpacked, and was rushed off along with the list to the audio shop. But not before a friendly debate over the order of songs. The order was very important. Songs that were household favorites were recorded at the beginning of sides A and B. Songs which were quite as good, but had just failed to make the cut were recorded as the last songs on each side. (The logic was simple. To bring up a favorite, one would hit “Rewind” or “Fast Forward” and not worry about stopping to check in between. And after favorite song on side A had been played, the auto-reverse button would quickly bring up the last song on side B.) The audio shop had some leeway around songs in the middle, but the favorites were not to be tampered with.

The recorded audio tape was welcomed home like a new pet. It joined its brethren on the shelf, and could assert its pride for the next few weeks, until another sibling arrived. The audio cassettes were more than just for listening and appreciating music, for which there was no dearth. They were also properly cared for. A cassette tape had to go into its designated box; it only took one wrongly boxed tape to upset the entire collection.

Oh the joy!

Today however, Twitter, Facebook and Youtube have conditioned our ability — inability rather — to appreciate the “sweat and blood” work that is the acquisition of content. When we watch a clip or a song on Youtube, we instantly tend to look at the “Related Videos” section. We do similarly on Facebook, where our actions are really just a never-ending cycle of watching and liking. Our reaction to anything is the press of the Like button, be it a cat jumping through hoops or a monkey grabbing food from a child or Herbert von Karajan conducting the Fifth Symphony.

The front matter of Oscar Williams’ anthology, “Immortal Poems of the English Language” contains a page that has these words:
TO LOVE,
TO SUFFER,
TO THINK…
is to seek poetry.

Technology is slowly taking away our ability to think (read Nick Carr), to “suffer” and to love. Which is maybe why we don’t have much poetry in our lives.

This is not a critique, just a lament. And I don’t claim exception to this either. Perhaps this is not even wrong. This is probably how we have become… trading away our souls for terabytes of music we will never listen to.

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One of the things I am not proud of but still keep doing all the time is how I speak with Customer Service representatives if I feel I have had a raw deal. Sometimes I feel smug about the comments that I make. This morning served up one such instance.

Customer Service Rep: Good morning, Mr. Narayanan. Thank you for calling Delta’s Corporate Customer Service; how may I help you today?

Me: Hi. I need to file a complaint.

CSR: Sure, I can help with that. May I know what you would like to complain about?

Me: Sure. My flight to Detroit this morning was delayed by almost 3 hours. This isn’t the first time this is happening; I am not sure if anyone is telling Delta, or even if you guys need to be told. But this is unacceptable, and Delta needs to do something to fix it.

CSR: I am sorry about that. Please give me a minute so I can find out why the flight was delayed.

Me: Sorry to interrupt, but I am not interested in the reason. There is a new reason every week anyway, but the point is I am always late to work on Mondays.

CSR: But, Sir, I still need to look into why the flight was delayed.

Me: In that case, Ma’am, you can do it on your own time...

Incidentally, Delta was rated the fourth worst airline of 2009. I flew Comair, a Delta partner, this morning, and it placed third in that rating. I didn’t even participate in the study / survey / rating.

 

A true story.

On the phone with a manager earlier today…

Him: “So what plans for the weekend? I’m sure you could do with a change of environment.”

Me: “Well, the only change I’m considering is moving from the DEV environment to the QA environment.”

 

Sundara Kaandam is considered by many as among the most beautiful sections of the Ramayana. Indeed the title itself serves as an adjective (sundara = beautiful), while another meaning could be that it is the set of chapters about Hanuman (Sundara being one of his names).

One of the most celebrated sections of the Sundara Kaandam is the meeting between Hanuman and Sita. A significance of this is that to establish his bona fides to a doubting Sita (who thinks Hanuman is just another raakshasa trying to trick her into marrying Ravana), Hanuman cites multiple events from the past, which Ravana or his henchmen cannot possibly be aware of. In essence, Hanuman summarizes the epic up until that moment. (In Valmiki’s Ramayana, this roughly corresponds to sargas – chapters — 31 through 36 of the Sundara Kaanda.)

Periyaazhwaar captures this scene in an incredibly moving set of ten verses in the Divya Prabandham in the decad titled “நெறிந்த கருங்குழல்” (section 3.10; verses 318 – 327). The decad is constructed as follows. In the first seven verses, each ending with the words “ஓர் அடையாளம்” (roughly, “a proof of my identity”), Hanuman provides instances from the past to prove that he is really a friend of Rama, and that he has come to Lanka to rescue Sita. The examples cited are Rama disrupting Parasurama’s penance when the latter had wanted to prevent Rama from marrying Sita, a private moment when Sita garlanded Rama on a clear moonlit night, the couple departing from Ayodhya along with Lakshmana, Rama’s friendship with Gughan, the visit of Bharata, the pardoning of Jayanta, and the Maareecha episode.

After citing these instances, Hanuman produces Rama’s ring and gives it to Sita (verse 8), and Sita gets it from him (verse 9) and confirms that the ring does indeed belong to Rama (மோதிரம்கண்டு ஒக்குமால் அடையாளம் அனுமான்) and is overjoyed (உச்சிமேல் வைத்துக் கொண்டு உகந்தனள்).

The decad is a personal favorite, and I find each of the verses delectable. I have presented here a selection of four verses. I have decided to keep explanations to a minimum so as not to insult your intelligence, and also to let you appreciate the verses on your own without needing to overcome the impediment of my half-baked explanations.

அல்லியம் பூமலர்க் கோதாய்! அடிபணிந்தேன் விண்ணப்பம்
சொல்லுகேன் கேட்டருளாய் துணைமலர்க் கண்மடமானே!
எல்லியம் போதினிதிருத்தல் இருந்ததோரிட வகையில்
மல்லிகை மாமாலை கொண்டுஅங்கு ஆர்த்ததும் ஓரடையாளம்.

(Verse 2 of the decad. Notice how Hanuman presses Sita, spending the first two lines of the four — precious airtime, if I may add — entreating her to listen to him. எல்லியம்போது = night time)

சித்திரகூடத்து இருப்பச் சிறுகாக்கை முலைதீண்ட
அத்திரமே கொண்டெறிய அனைத்துலகும் திரிந்தோடி
வித்தகனே! இராமாவோ! நின்னபயம் என்றுஅழைப்ப
அத்திரமே அதன்கண்ணை அறுத்ததும் ஓரடையாளம்.

(Verse 6. This is slightly difficult to understand if you do not know the incident being described, which runs thus. When Rama and Sita were in Chitrakoota, Jayanta, the son of Indra, took the form of a crow and intruded into Sita’s privacy. An enraged Rama decided to fell Jayanta using a brahmaastra. Terrified, Jayanta fled to wherever he could, but try as he might, he could not dodge the fabled arrow. Jayanta finally sought refuge in Rama himself – வித்தகனே! இராமாவோ! நின் அபயம் — and was thus spared from certain death.)

மைத்தகு மாமலர்க் குழலாய்! வைதேவீ! விண்ணப்பம்
ஒத்தபுகழ் வானரக்கோன் உடனிருந்து நினைத்தேட
அத்தகுசீர் அயோத்தியர்கோன் அடையாளமிவை மொழிந்தான்
இத்தகையால் அடையாளம் ஈதுஅவன்கை மோதிரமே.

(Verse 8. Here, Hanuman produces Rama’s ring.)

திக்குநிறை புகழாளன் தீவேள்விச் சென்றநாள்
மிக்கபெருஞ் சபைநடுவே வில்லிறுத்தான் மோதிரம்கண்டு
ஒக்குமால் அடையாளம் அனுமான்! என்றுஉச்சிமேல்
வைத்துக் கொண்டு உகந்தனளால் மலர்க்குழலாள் சீதையுமே. (9)

Speechless!

 

Guess what, I received a surprise New Year gift today. All the way from Praha in the Czech Republic. A limited edition NetBeans 10th Anniversary T-shirt from Sun Microsystems!

NetBeans turned 10 this past year, and to commemorate this, the folks had conducted the NetBeans Decathlon, in which yours truly was one of the winners. (I must say I have come a long way since those days.)

Oh, and here is the prize.

Limited Edition NetBeans 10th Anniversary T-Shirt - Front

Limited Edition NetBeans 10th Anniversary T-Shirt: Front

NetBeans 10th Anniversary T-Shirt: Back

NetBeans 10th Anniversary T-Shirt: Back

I wear my favorite IDE on my sleeve!

I wear my favorite IDE on my sleeve!

 

!– Vetti ALERT –!

When I was recovering from a ligament reconstruction surgery last year, I acquired a bad habit, which I have been continuing to this day – listening to music when going to bed. Not only is this bad for the ears (though I listen to classical music 99% of the time), it is also highly addictive. Maybe addictive is not the right word – I can do without it, but it is hard to resist the temptation.

Sometimes, I listen to Tamil dramas – S.Ve. Shekar’s or Crazy Mohan’s. A couple of days ago, I tried something new when listening to S.Ve. Shekar’s Ellaame Thamaash Dhaan. The exercise is to visualize the scene. How you do it is immaterial. You could visualize the scene as if you were a member of the audience in a theater, or as if you were on-stage, but a passive onlooker.

The exercise was interesting, but tough as well. I’m not someone who thinks in terms of images, so it was difficult to keep the flow. Also, I tend to introspect a lot, which again arrests free flow. And finally, the exercise, though stimulating, is counter-intuitive, as you are doing it as you are trying to go to sleep.

Anyway, I am drawn to the fun in it, and I’m looking forward to tonight’s “theater of dreams”.

 

… an interface or an abstract class?

 

Of what use are prayers or rituals, Arjuna, if the mind is impure and unyielding?

 

… is the greatest city in the world.

But isn’t that as obvious as stating that paruppusili is the greatest food item ever?

Jul 142008
 

It is past midnight. I am trying to catch some sleep, which is, quite uncharacteristically, hard to come by. I put on my headphones and try some music, so I can be lulled to sleep. And guess what song comes up?

“தூங்காதே, தம்பி தூங்காதே”

 

try {
    writeSunCertifiedJavaProgrammerExam();
}
finally {
   clearExam();
}

 

It was from a friend’s status message on Google Talk (“Chennaiyil oru bhookamba kaalam”) that I came to know that Chennai had felt the aftershocks of an earthquake that rocked the Andamans. Was glad to know that there was no damage reported to either life or property.

This is the fouth reported earthquake to hit Chennai in the last 7 years. (And during the 18-year period before that, I don’t think there was any.) And this is the fourth Chennai earthquake that I have missed. Of course, earthquakes are no fun, and I pray to God that I just keep this record going (and also, that there be no earthquakes at all!).

And though I have missed them all, here are my earthquake stories.

The first time I remember an earthquake struck Chennai was on January 26, 2001. It was a Saturday (and Republic Day as well), and that morning, my parents and I were visiting the famous Lakshmi Narasimha Swami Temple in Sholingur, about 100 kilometres from Chennai. You might recall that this was the same earthquake that devastated Gujarat – Bhuj, Anjaar etc.

The second time it happened was on September 25, 2001. The reason I remember the date well was because it was a Tuesday, and just two Tuesdays earlier, 9/11 had happened. (I think something happened on Tuesday September 18 as well, but I cannot recall what it was.) When the earthquake occurred, sometime between 8:30 PM and 9 PM, I was on my bike heading home from college. It was a minor quake, so I knew nothing about it. When I entered my street, I found that all my neighbours were on the street, standing just outside their compound walls.

You can picture the scene, it was as if the entire street was waiting to catch a glimpse of some VIP’s cavalcade. My first reaction was, and I am promise I’m not making this up, “Wow, have I won the Nobel Prize or something?” Remember, the houses were all intact; the people were outside chatting; it was dark, so I couldn’t make out their reactions, but they were all looking at me rather incredulously. I slowed down my bike a bit, and my next thought was that of the old Coca Cola ad for the Olympics – something to do with cyclists, and it ends with “Coca Cola salutes Olympics fans everywhere”. So I was trying to imagine myself as that gold medal-winning cyclist.

Well, all my hallucinations burst as soon as I made out that my mom and dad were on the street themselves. And then, much to my disappointment, the news was broken to me that the promised Nobel Prize wasn’t going to be mine.

The third occasion was the most tragic. It happened on the morning of December 26, 2004, which triggered the fatal Boxing Day tsunami that left almost 150000 people dead, and lots more shattered. The aftershocks were felt early in the morning, at around 6:30 to 7 AM. It being a Sunday, I was fast asleep (oh well, as if…!), so I did not feel a thing. My mom did recount later that she had felt something at that time, but had discarded it as a non-event.

The funniest part of that morning came before the news of the tsunami had broken. The folks at Sun TV were recording the 8 AM news broadcast about an hour earlier, and the newscaster, while reading the news, paused momentarily, and said, “Edho shake aaguthu… Shake aagara maadhiri irukku… Hey, illa, edho shake aaguthu…“, and then rushed away from the news desk. (“Something is shaking… I feel some shake… Hey, really, something is shaking…“)

The guy is actually a familiar face on Sun TV; I forget his name, some Rathnam, possibly. As this was just a recorded bulletin, they shot it again before 8, and it did not appear in the news. It was however broadcast an hour later when the first news story about the Marina being inundated was broken. It was funny, but the events of the morning left everyone feeling wretched. It did evoke some debate the next day at work whether the footage was for real or was stage-managed by Sun!

There was another interesting coincidence. The Friday before the tsunami, I found that there was a discussion on my company’s general bulletin board (relating to Poompuhar, I think), and someone had mentioned Dhanushkodi, the coastal town near Rameshwaram that was lost (submerged in sea) in the 1960s. Another person, hailing from Calcutta, had replied asking what Dhanushkodi was. I sent him a reply letting him know whatever I knew about Dhanushkodi (which, in fact, wasn’t much.) He replied back to me, and his message read thus: “Vijay, thanks for the reply. It seems as if the seas near Chennai are interested in gobbling up the land.” Less than 48 hours later, the Boxing Day tsunami happened.

Those are my earthquake stories; or rather how I missed them, or maybe, how they missed me. I reiterate, earthquakes are no fun, and I am thankful not to have had the misfortune of enduring one. The intention behind this post is not to sound unsympathetic or condescending to those who have been involved in one, directly or indirectly.

If you have an interesting earthquake-related incident, do share.

Jun 212008
 

A short while ago, I spotted a firefly (Tamil: minmini) outside my window. I don’t remember when last I saw a firefly; 15 years ago, maybe.

Almost instinctively, I started humming “indha minminikku kaNNil oru minnal vandhadhu.” (video)

 

Cases like this test the faith that I have in my opposition to capital punishment.

 

A question I encountered in an article I read this past week:

Can organizations motivated by the need to make profits and please shareholders successfully conduct basic scientific research as a core activity?

There is some personal significance to that question; hence categorizing it under “Personal” as well.

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